Monday, May 25, 2015

The Sadness Just Doesn't Dissipate...

It's not what I was looking for when it happened.  I was looking for nothing, intent on just being.  But the cosmos had another plan...and here I am five years later, no longer content with just being...but feeling lost and in need of direction.  Not wanting to let go of that which I just happened upon five years ago.  Nor happy with a transitioning of it to something still important to me, just not exactly what I want. 

Soon I'll write a post about graduating, a post about my first quasi-real camping trip and maybe about directions finally realized for my life.

Today I bought: nothing.

Today I ate: Vegan pizza, ice cream, hot and spicy cheese-its, vegan cheese garlic bread